Tuesday, August 29, 2006 @ 2:57 PM

Random pictures

this is MADNESS :p

having so much fun in her house :) i love you darling and i know you feel it too :)

oh and everyone has a past. i have chosed to move on, get ahead with my life and right now i am in a phase of life where i am comfortable with the way i am, my family and everyone i love around me. I am really fine now . NO MORE CRYING AT LATE NIGHTS :) so please dont worry about me alright :)

i finally get to see a clearer picture of what life is like . i am not trying to infer anything but right now i guess i shall be a more independent person . And to all my friends that truely care for me , i really appreciated it . Although you all may not know what happened but i am really touched by all the messages , calls and tags :)

Thursday, August 24, 2006 @ 1:02 PM

wonderful day out with my dearest birdy and my beloved .

everything was so real and fun.

i swear this is the best day and every moment that we spent together will be kept in my mind FOREVER !

seriously , i hope that the day will never end and i can still be running around in the field with birdy and beloved like no body business , chasing after kites , trying to entangle the string , trying to hide myself from the sun behind your body , resting under a big tree , sitting down on the field and admire our beautiful kite and teasing each other .

it was so tedious but we had lotsa fun .

somehow i wish that i can stay there forever but i know it is impossible . need to face up to reality . i feel so so lucky to have my beloved around whom i guess , fills up my emptiness . you dont know how much i treasure and love you .

walking around in marina square ( guessing our favourite Hi-fi , earrings , shirts and etc ) , sitting at the edge of explanade and i almost thought that i am going to fall off , laughing at the couple in front of us when we are watching the movie and finding my pendant. AND THANKS FOR USING YOUR MAGIC HAND TO FIND MY PENDANT :p you are really my good friend!

Thanks for everything :)

Anyway , i think i am falling apart soon . Damn confused by everything that are happening around me . My heart is pounding slower and slower . ARGH!

BYE EVERYONE!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006 @ 4:56 PM

ZOO TRIP POSTPONED DUE TO STUIPID INACCURATE WEATHER FORECAST !

Oh well , i spent my day slacking at home . HOW SAD :( * looking at some hot babes swimming in the swimming pool and watching TV :(:(:( BOREDOM !

LOVE MY GIRLS:)

Sunday, August 13, 2006 @ 1:47 AM

ohmygawd recently a friend came to me and told me a story which i dun even dare to believe this kind of person ever exist

lets name my fren, Anna.

Anna had a guy friend who is interested in her.
He chased her intensively and did many sweet things for her and claimed that he only did it for her
but lo and behold, he did the same things for another girl TOO!

some guys are just too free .
they will do everything to make you happy .

well , i seriously hate this kind of guy can!

DAMN PISSED OFF NOW !

Friday, August 11, 2006 @ 10:42 PM

guess today is one of the Happiest day out of all my SICK days rotting at home :)

first ,i am really glad to have grace as my younger sister :)
the one that will stick with me throughout the rest of my life .
the one that will remind me to take good care of myself when i am falling ill .
the one that give me lots of suggestions when i am in trouble.
the one that will be standing up for me when people gossip about me .
the one that cheer me up when i am down .
the one motivate me to study for exams when i am lazy .
the one that remember all my passwords for computer stuffs in school .

thanks for everything that you did .i am really touched :) now i feel like jumping and hitting you with my pillow like what i always did to my younger sister :) thanks for assuring me that there will always be someone there for me no matter what happen . your love is the greatest gift i ever receive :)

i am definately blessed to have so many nice people around me , care for me , love me and look after me .
i have nothing to complain at all :)
but there is this person that really needs special mention . this person slept at 3 am in the morning and woke up at 530 am to go to Temasek Poly to hand in project.
After that this person came all the way from tampinese to holland village to find me . Bought packets of lozenge , chat for awhile and went off .
time flies like no other. no matter what its been a worthwhile period of my life. memories kept in my heart will never leave like footprints on cement. i'll forever enclose those lovely visions in my so-called-box. :) thanks for the effort , time and everything that you spent on me :) you are still a big part of my life.

thanks to everyone who had shown concern to me when i am sick :) *hugs :)

Thursday, August 10, 2006 @ 4:16 PM

Was down with fever for the past 4 days :( Mommy suspected that its dengue and wants to bring me to TTSH for a full blood count test if i am still sick by tomorrow .
The medicine is not working on me at all ! THROAT STILL PAIN , NOSE STILL BLOCK , HEAD STILL PAIN ! WTH :(
I cant wait to get back to class , i miss my girls so much :(

To :My Dearest Nicky
If you are reading this , please smile cause i know that you are still upset over your exam today:( Whats done cannot be undone , just make sure that you will be more careful the next time round alright :) At least you know you tried your best and this is enough already . study hard and get what you want before its too late . You will always have my support in whatever you do .

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @ 10:19 AM

Still sick but this picture really brighten up my day !

Well , this person knows that i am in love with Hello Kitty and this is what he did :)

SO SWEET CAN :)

HATE TO STAY AT HOME! VERY VERY BORED :(

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @ 7:04 PM

DOWN WITH FEVER NOW . MY WHOLE BODY IS SO WEAK ! THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS SLEEP . NO MORE DOING FINANCIAL STATEMENTS FOR DAD ! 7 SETS TO GO :(
ITS A KILLER TO BE AT HOME ALL DAY . I SLEPT MOST OF THE TIME. HOW BORED CAN I BE ? :(
SORRY GUYS , I CANT JOIN YOU ALL FOR DINNER TODAY . I PROMISE TO MEET UP WITH YOU ALL NEXT WEEK OK :)

Monday, August 07, 2006 @ 7:38 PM

I AM DOWN WITH FLU , SORE THROAT AND SWOLLEN EYES :(
SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME !
ARGH !
I NEED SOME REST NOW .

Sunday, August 06, 2006 @ 9:27 PM

WHAT'S WRONG WITH DESPERATE AND CHILDISH PEOPLE OUT THERE ?
IF YOU THINK THAT WHATEVER YOU TAGGED WILL AFFECT ME , THEN YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO WHAT YOU TAGGED .
THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ,
BE MORE MATURE AND YOU WILL LEAD A HAPPIER LIFE !

Anyway , had a wonderful day with Samantha , charles , my baby yinnie , nicole and junnie .

my sweetie

when we saw Tee jun's face ! HAHAHA !

Thanks for being there whenever and wherever i needed you :)

I really feel that i am a strong girl , i can slept for 2 hours and the next day , prepare food for my grandma's birthday and at night , i can do accounting , financial statement for my dad's company till the next morning . Oh well , i am really a superwoman . Pretty cool right ? Well , that's Xue Yan.

Anyway , A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT SHOW CARE AND CONCERN TO ME FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS . I REALLY APPRECIATE IT ! :) I AM REALLY FINE NOW . THANKS .

p.s: Be strong my baby yinnie and dont over work alright . love you :)

Thursday, August 03, 2006 @ 3:04 PM

A good relationship isn't a game you play or an ego trip you take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too.Loving someone means you should be ready to experience heartache and happiness at the same time. That's the reward and that's the risk. Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved.Loving someone takes efforts. We have to be able to communicate with each other. Nobody can read anyone else's mind.

We always presume that our partner knows what we think and feel. Maybe in time we might be able to predict or sense each other's thoughts but it's never perfect and takes time to develop.Getting the chance to love and be loved by someone is blessed.Respect him/her for who she is, and not what you want him/her to be. Everyone is pretty and special in his/her own special way.

No one is perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other. True love sees and accepts a person for who he/she is. It is also true love which makes a person change for the better.A relationship needs commitments too. What is love without commitments from each other anyway?It's like principles and values. Everyone has them but they only mean as much as we are willing to stand for them. The same goes for our commitments to relationships, and the person we love.

Every day everywhere, people fall in love ... but just how many of these relationships are self-sacrificing love, and not just relationships which are formed only for the intense feeling of falling in love?If a person says he/she loves you, he/she means that he/she loves you unconditionally for who you are now, who you were in the past and who you might be in the future.

It is very hard to see the difference through logical thinking. Let your heart guide you.Think bout it...