Monday, July 31, 2006 @ 1:08 PM

emo emo emo. When the booze kicks in, the mind whirls, you think. and not just think, you tend to remember those memories that trigger the tearducts. it always happens. i tried, and failed. i tried again, yet failed again. a cycle perhaps? The pain isnt caused when you get yourself battered and bruised in the journey; it is when you've finally endured your way to the checkpoint, u realised it all comes down to emptiness..

Sometime i feel that i am really insensitive, hurting people around me without knowing . I am sincerely sorry if i said something that hurt you . Heartwrenching yet helpless.

People always see me as a cheerful and optimistic lady but there are so much things in my heart that are making me really upset . Somethings are better left unsaid. I know that i need to be strong and overcome all the obstacles myself . I just dont understand why some people can be so fake and appear to be an angel in front of you but at your back , they are gossiping about you .
Well , if you are someone like this , please leave my blog . Even good friends cant be trust , they may gossip about you anytime . It is really saddening when you found out that your good friends actually gossip with bitches about you . I admit i gossip about people but i will never gossip my BEST FRIENDS OR GOOD FRIENDS ! And some GUYS are just so bitchy ! Said things that are not true and spread the rumours around ! WTH ! They will come over treating you so nicely yet u saw that hint of a "eye-rolling gesture" when he thinks you're not looking? Please be more mature . There are so many things for you to do if you are bored , stop spreading rumours that are not true ! PIMPS ! Really look down on these guys .
* PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME WHO AM I REFERING TO IN MY BLOG , IF I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW , I WILL TELL YOU .

But i am glad that i have a few true friends that will always be my side no matter what happen . You should know who you are :)

I guess study is the most important thing in my mind now . Dont wish to think of other stuffs .

I hope whatever i said wont cause any emotional harm to anyone. Cause i just want to pour out all my grievances, can i?

@ 12:19 AM

FUN DAY OUT WITH MY TEP CLIQUE

the GAY in action

they are really having fun carrying each other in PUBLIC :P

I HEART them :)

Look at TEE JUN's FACE ! haha !

my beary sister and her hot bf ( MARCUS )

Now more pictures with my FANTASTIC beary sister . Someone who listens to all my complains , nagging and problems. Thanks for everything and knowing you is one of the best thing in TEP :) Love you beary sister .

First couple

Marcus and Melissa

Chen Wei and Tee Jun

The question is * Which couple is more loving ?

Well , my answer is definately Chen Wei and Tee jun :) SEE HOW LOVING THEY ARE ? KISSING IN OUR CLASSROOM :)

TING TING ! PLEASE MAKE YOURSELF FREE NEXT WEEK ! IT WILL DEFINATELY BE BETTER IF YOU COME :) MUCH MISSES :)

Saturday, July 29, 2006 @ 9:49 PM

Its been a long time since the two of us slacking in a cafe for almost 2 hours :)

Lets the pictures do the talking .

@ 2:57 AM

MY LOVE

true friends are friends that you keep in your heart . no matter the distance , the time.. they stay . :) baby , you are mine mine mine mine ! no one can draw you away from me . nothing can stop my love for you :) i will never leave you too , i promise :)

HUI AN - I am sure you will be able to finish all your projects on time :) Relax darling ! I will always be there to listen to all your problems and hassles so just give me a call if you need my help :)

INSIDE Cold storage :) I really laughed when he said * WOW ! WHAT A NICE PLACE TO TAKE PICTURES HOR ? ! HAHA :) And now i know that wheat milk is really nice , i will try ok :P Be happy always k :)

* i shall always believe in looking on the bright side of things . the glass of water must be half full :)

Wednesday, July 26, 2006 @ 10:47 PM

Let me present to you the cutest baby :)

This cute baby is

Ryan Paul Nicholas Chong

He is so cute when he is young ! :) Thanks for being my pillar of strength and always there for me when i am down .

MY BESTIE

I am glad that we cleared things out and I LOVE YOU BOO !

Saturday, July 22, 2006 @ 12:28 PM

TEP= DOING CRAZY STUFFS

OMG ! this guy here claims that he drives a car when he does not even get a car license :(

HOW SAD :( view his blog if you are free : www.mrdrinkalot.blogspot.com

my good friend Tee Jun

THEY ARE REALLY DARING :)

we are having fun outside lecturer's room!

I am sure she loves me !

Free advertisement for adidas jacket :)

ANYWAY , i am really happy for XUELI ! GOOD LUCK DARLING :) I LOVE YOU !

Sunday, July 16, 2006 @ 10:45 AM

I AM SO HAPPY!:)

SOME RANDOM PICTURES THAT I TOOK FEW WEEKS BACK :

MY CUTE LUCKY AND TUTU

superman drew by benny

Johnathan ( mekmek) super cute dog :)

2 of the most important girls in my life :)

True friendship

My happy family

I love tutu:):):)

FOR MY DEAREST GRACEY BOO , THANKS FOR HELPING ME IN EVERY WAYS . YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN . I LOVE YOU DARLING ! And i really love the belt you gave me :) YOU ARE THE ONL ONE I RELY ON AND COUNT ON.

Day out with my beary sister , melcus and mek mek was Awesome :) Sorry mel , i cant upload the pictures we took due to some computer errors :( AND WE GONNA BE BEARY SISTER FOREVER:)

TEP FOR THE FIRST STOPOVER IS COMING TO AN END SOON ! NO MORE SLACKING IN SR , NO MORE LISTENING TO SERSAN 40 MINS TALK , NO MORE GOSSIPING WITH MY BABY MEL , JUNNIE , SISTER , BABY SARA , BABY TING TING , JIAN AN AND SAM , NO MORE SINGING IN CLASS WITH JEK YEW AND GANG , NO MORE LISTENING TO SING LENG TIPS ON FASHION , NO MORE PLAYING AROUND WITH GEOK LENG , JEAN AND GANG , NO MORE GOING TO SCHOOL WITH SHUAI SEN , NO MORE PLAYING BADMINTON IN CLASS , NO MORE DOING PROJECTS WITH MY TEAM D ( JIAHUEY, QIU YAN , CHEN WEI AND TING TING ) , NO MORE EARLY BREAKFAST AND LUNCH AND LASTLY NO MORE HAVING FUN WITH MY WHOLE BSU TEAM 1 .

BUT I AM SURE WE CAN DEFINATELY MEET UP ON WEEKEND :) SO CHEER UP JEW YEK !

Was talking to my darling Angie during early morning , like wee hours . I am really glad to have her around , just like an older sister to me, listening to all my problems and complains . YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU XIANGIE :)

SLEPT AT 5 YESTERDAY BUT WOKE UP AT 10 TODAY! I MUST BE MAD ! PERHAPS I AM TOO HAPPY ! boo !

I MUST SAY that i really miss Huiyin although we chat on phone everyday . Perhaps she is really an extinct bestie that i could ever find . She knows me inside - out :) I simply cant wait to see her in the afternoon .

Well , i am tired now . Off to my BED:)

Sunday, July 02, 2006 @ 2:29 PM

HI BABES&HUNKS WHO R READING MY SIS'S BLOG NW
IM TEOXUETING [XUEYAN'S YOUNGER HOTTER CUTER SIS]
AHAHHA
I LOVE MY SIS ALOTALOTALOT
SHE'S THE BESTTT
ER OK THIS'S SO RANDOM
BYEE! [:

@ 12:45 PM

Been dazling blankly lately , inevitably , thoughts will travelled further . Keep asking myself like , Why ?How come ? What ? Next time ? Perhaps there are just too many Why in my mind .I really need someone to answer all my doubts in my mind .

I am deeply aware that i might lose everything. I dont want it to happen but i cant help it . Feeling pretty down for the past few days. So many things happened and i am quite affected by it .